I wasn't qualified for the job in question, but they do want my CV, they might have something else for me. And only now the nerves kick in.
And that's probably because I really am in two minds about it all. On the one hand, I feel I'm under-appreciated and underpaid by my employer and am considering finding another place to work for (because I'm not sure how to approach the subject of my pay with my manager), but the assignment I'm on I really, really like and I don't really want to leave.
With taking this step it feels as if I'm stepping into a pool filled with dolphins and sharks.
And yes I know that nothing is final until I say so. It's still very scary to me.
Oh, duality, you diabolical fiend! |