| Look, I've never been diagnosed with Asperger's, but I am aware of the fact that I may have it. On the other hand, in my case, it may not be Asperger's, but the result of my childhood being spent among the wrong people (yes, my mother's family was a bunch of bigoted bubbleheads, especially my grandmother).
Chronic depression is my thing for sure, however I somehow managed to get past the acute phases. And I recognize an acute phase in your desire to cut all the connections with the outside world (been there, done that).
Please don't put yourself down like that! You need to trust yourself and put it this way: I am what I am, take it or leave it! You'll be surprised how many people like you just the way you are.
I've been a (mostly) lurking member of this community for several years now, and I also didn't exactly bind with any of the wonderful people here. And it's not their fault. Despite this fact, I don't feel rejected, and I am grateful for that. Thank you, UFies, for being the greatest bunch of geeks on the known Web! :)
So, please, try not to regard yourself as a waste of space. Don't bury yourself in /dev/null, there's no reason for you to do that. Pretty please?
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