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| I need some alone time |
by Rogue1971 |
2008-08-26 09:02:08 |
Surounded by co-workers at work, my kids at home, I wish I could have some time to myself.
I'm thinking a lot about certain things and I wish I could just cry it out without anybody getting worried about wether I'm OK or not. I'm OK, I just need to exteriorise certain things. I just want to have a good sob and get it over with.
Instead, all I can do is think about it and bottle it up, write about it in a blog nobody reads and complain about it here.
Here is what I wrote in my myspace blog yesterday:
"I look into the future I see my girls growing up, I see myself moving out of my friend’s basement and getting my own place, I see myself traveling and seeing the world as I wish. But through all of this I see myself alone.
I cannot imagine anyone who will be all I want AND accept everything I am. I’m not saying there is no one out there that can love me for me and accept my girls and all but I’m not expecting that someone to also be everything I wish him to be. A person like that only comes once in a lifetime. I had him and I let him go. I regret a little less doing so, I have accepted the fact that circumstances where making the relationship practically impossible anyway, but I still can’t shake the loneliness I have been feeling ever since
Every time one of my girls hugs me or tells me they love me I can’t help feeling as though they are the only ones who ever will, I don’t know what I’d do without them."
I wish I could stop myself feeling so lonely
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{{{{Rogue}}}} | by confused.brit | 2008-08-26 09:06:08 |
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Hey Rogue...psst...c'mere. | by firehawk | 2008-08-26 09:12:07 |
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DOGPILE ON ROGUE! Bring megahugs! | by firehawk | 2008-08-26 09:12:45 |
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Bah, no dogpiling, how about a | by confused.brit | 2008-08-26 09:21:47 |
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That'll work, as long as I can with both of you. (n/t) | by firehawk | 2008-08-26 22:07:44 |
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{{{Rogue}}} (n/t) | by darthludi | 2008-08-26 09:17:32 |
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Change your focus | by bitflipper | 2008-08-26 09:22:39 |
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Just in case you missed it | by confused.brit | 2008-08-26 09:24:35 |
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I can always count on you to hand me a big reality | by Rogue1971 | 2008-08-26 09:36:11 |
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I prefer | by MatthewDBA | 2008-08-26 09:37:59 |
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Heheh! | by bitflipper | 2008-08-26 10:02:21 |
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Hoo-HOOOO! | by bitflipper | 2008-08-26 09:56:55 |
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Hey, I thought it wasn't | by MatthewDBA | 2008-08-26 09:59:09 |
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:droopy-whiskered-sad-face: | by bitflipper | 2008-08-26 10:05:48 |
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I totally agree. | by spud | 2008-08-26 10:22:35 |
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*Swoon* (n/t) | by da-gimp | 2008-08-26 11:46:56 |
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That's an unsolicited testimonial, right there... | by JimK | 2008-08-26 12:50:59 |
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my best advice | by aprylmae | 2008-08-26 09:34:16 |
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{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Rogue}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} | by joresgump | 2008-08-26 11:36:02 |
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