I'm hurt that people like you even THINK I did this out of my own selfishness to hurt krikkert, I did no such thing! I am currently in a state of getting it out of my system, I've only recently admitted it to myself, I needed it out before I supressed it, like I have said a million times, and I said it was inconvenient that krikkert was away, and I would have done anything to have been able to tell him first.
I have lost nights of sleep over this because I'm hell scared of losing friends, and I'm hell scared of losing krikkert, and I've been trying to do this in the best way possible BUT NO MATTER WHAT I DO I DO IT WRONG! OK?! YOU HAPPY WITH THAT?!
I don't get angry often, but you make it sound like there's a RIGHT way and a RIGHT time to announce something like this, and when you're in this position, you can't tell if there really is.
Now get off of my back! I did not do this for krikkert, I did this for myself, and maybe that's selfish! But I did it for good reasons! And I thought from the people I know so well I would get a little bit of help, or a smiling face. Obviously I was wrong, but then doesn't that just show my bad judgement all over again? |
