I know there are worse troubles than this. I've put up with my family's financial situation, lost a father to drowning, my mom and sister nearly got killed in a car accident, two good friends of mine have passed away over the past 8 months due to hit-and-run accidents (both of them are motor cyclists), I also had an attempted break in a few weeks back. I know troubles and disappointments. I'm just feeling lousy that people in church, the ones that are supposed to be my friends, that have said they'd help me through thick and thin, are the ones that are snubbing me and making me feel less than human right now.
And to clarify, I'm feeling lousy because of that snubbing, not because of problems. Those I can deal with. Rejection has always been one of my worst-coped problems. |
