At the beggining of last year, when she moved in, We ended up playing games, being very affectionate. we would cuddle and watch TV shows. It was very nice.
Anyway, she gave me an unpleasant surprise when she got herself a boyfriend. A relationship which has since become significant. Boyfriend, who luckily I like, because this would have been intolerable otherwise has lived in the flat for the last 5 months.
Initially I convinced myself that It didnt matter, because I had never sought that form of relationship with her. It didnt work very well. Initially I just ignored it, but when the generally pleasant vibe I got from her changed, and certain things which had been customary (goodnight hugs and such) stopped i became somewhat depressed. this happened ~ 4 months ago.
Anyway, We had a little chat the other night, which helped a little. but were interupted,Im trying to organise my thoughts so I can finish.
Unfortunatly the flat is breaking up tommorow.
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