| and frankly... I don't really think a degree would be worth my mind. It's just massaging my ego, which I hate - I lost all ego recently, and have never felt so free. I've not decided yet, and won't without some serious consultation with everyone involved, but I really don't see myself being able to complete the degree. As I said elsewhere, I'm a writer, and I'll take whatever there is to support myself while I write, and I need to interact with people in the real world, not just students and geeks, or I won't be able to write well. It's really difficult, but I really won't be able to do the degree now. I just wish the retreat didn't have to let so many people down :( |
