...and in a small town. Sadly the small town was sort of engulfed by the general London sprawl about 80 years ago.
I am constantly tired. My 15 minute walk into work knackers me. I sit down all day at work, and I'm still knackered at the end of it. If I do anything which can be considered in the slightest bit strenuous, I stand a good chance of being knackered for a few days.
I tend to get home from work and do essentially nothing. I read, I IRC. Sometimes I manage to get up the energy to cook something, or do a little bit of clearing up. Anything much past that is beyond me.
I'm fairly sure that this is stress related, as when I get away for a few days, the effect is noticeably lessened. Trouble is, it makes it very difficult to actually do anything about getting out of my current situation. Wherever I go, I need to go somewhere that I'll have some support. Here, I'm at least close to my family, so I can call my mother to come and clean the flat, and whatnot. I can't really expect friends - assuming I move somewhere I know people - to do that for me. |
