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You are a Geek. We will assume that by definition you have a higher than normal intelligence. You also say you are bi-polar. This is I think a chemical imbalance in your brain. Now, if you think about it, all of your problems are magnified by this chemical imbalance. This then means that the problems you are experiencing are not as bad as you think. Take a good look at them. What problems are you facing right now, unemployment? your girlfriend left you? you have never had a girlfriend?
So what is the solution to these problems?
Well unemployment, you need to get a job. ANY job. You can always trade up when you find one. I have lost many a job in my 38 years. BIG WOOP!
Your girlfriend left you, SO! Would you prefer to stay in a relationship where at least one of you is miserable? Go to Hooters, look at girls! Go find another MAYBE she will be your soul mate. MAYBE she will be an absolute hag with a pretty face! That is part of the fun. I know how it feels.
Never had a girlfriend? So I didn't date till I was 35. You will probably find someone. If not have fun your way, forget the relationship thing! It will happen at it's own pace.
In short don't let a few stray molecules tell you what to do! Think it through! There may not be anything good in your life, but I am willing to bet that you just can't see it through the haze.
Hows that for a geeky answer? :)
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