ok, i really like (maybe love(?)) my best friend/roommate's sister
she came by with some friends a while ago
they were gonna go out to a club
she asked her bro if he wanted to go, but he said no [hey, that rhymes]
and then she asked me if i wanted to go (a breif story about me and
stephanie- i met my freind about 4 or 5 years ago, i met his sister
short after that, i fell in serious like with her at first sight, i
say like because i am a dateless wonder at almost the age of 20, i
dont really know what love is, but i think this is it... back to the
story- i could tell that she really liked me too, but i was afraid to
go anywhere with this...
ivan is the best friend i have ever had in my whole life, it is very
difficult for me to make friends, im just really quiet and introverted...
so i didnt want to do anything to jeopardize my friendship with ivan,
i could tell he knew that i liked steph and that there was a mutual
returned feeling, and he dropped a few hints that he didnt want anything
to become of us
now i know that an understanding friend, or whatever kind of crap
everyone says, would be supportive and think that it would be cool
for your best friend to go out with your sister- but in this case
it is not so
sigh...)
and i said no
and oh how i regret saying that...
im sitting here at 2 in the morning wishing i could have been with
her, acting like i knew how to dance, just having fun and enjoying
her company and at the same time, trying hard to not make fun of the
bad music being played
dammit, i hate being shy |
