I think I'm in grave danger of losing a very close friend right now, and I'm not sure what to do about it.
The short version is that her and I have been very close for a couple years, and we've always been teetering on the edge of a relationship, but it never gets that far because of the distance, and our current situations. (It's a long, long story.)
Anyway, she apparently hasn't gotten any email from me for a while although I've been sending it. I can get them from her, though... well, the one that says "What's going on? Why haven't you written?"
I can't call her, because I have her cellphone number, but that got stolen, and her home phone is unlisted. I can't email her. (That's been established.)
I'm completely freaking out at the moment because the last thing I need/want is for her to think I'm totally ignoring her, and therefore losing her in my life.
Well, I just needed to get this out. I'm going to go outside and smoke, and look at the stars for a little while. |
