Threaten suicide
I swear, I never new so many people cared about me until the day when I left the away message about how much I hated the world and didn't like it and how I wish I wasn't hear and how I might arrange for myself to not be here...
I really wasn't threatening to kill myself, but, damn, did that get a reaction. I don't get to hear that people care about me, that I'm important, that I matter often enough. People kid a lot with me, because I give the appearence of being able to handle is, so they assume they can get away with more than they can with other people. It kinda gets to you sometimes, though. |
